2 days.

i'll be 15. love my life.
i won't see josh for three weeks. possibly four. not fun.
this summer has basically sucked so far.
minus the beach. i hope my birthday can make it a little better. i want that to be here right about now.
i also want to get a new camera right about now and i really hope i get enough money to buy one. or you know, someone just buys me one, that would be cool.
melting pot tomorrowww. YUM.
house of teipei on my actual birthday. i'm gonna gain weight this weekend, haha.
yesterday i almost had a panic attack. everything i think about makes me so stressed.
i don't even want to think about school starting. its making me not a happy camper.
i really want to go to ccc, i want to do as much youth stuff as possible. but stupid ccc was full. and i have to go to texas, but i am really excited about that. i love going down there. they have a cool mall. and my cousins are adorable. that too. hahaha.
natalie's coming today. i love that i'm gonna see her twice this summer, i hope that i can keep that up. because she's kinda basically my best friend and she lives 2 hours from me, which sucks, but it's reality.
i like to blog. i only do it for myself. i could really care less who reads it.