yes.

i can honestly say i'm okay right now.
things are alright, minus geometry. but thats just a small factor.
i love my friends. immensely.

when I can't sleep...

Taylor swift, bejeweled blitz, the avett brothers and text messaging are love.

I miss the days.

when people invited me to do things.
when my biggest concern was who stole my cerulean crayon.
when I didn't know what drugs/sex/alcohol were.
when I didn't gave to constantly worry that my friends that drive weren't going to get in a crash.
when my favorite show was Lizzie mcguire.
when Aaron Carter was all I dreamed about.
when homework was spelling words.
when I looked forward to things such as dentist visits.
when my mom cooked dinner every night.
when my mom wasn't sick.


I wouldn't change a thing right now though.
(:

yes.

what a good day it has been, I love my life and the people in it.

goodnight world.
<3

i dont have a lot of things right with me.

however, there are lots wrong. why are things like that? maybe its just my pessimism.

i care too much about what others think.
i'm slightly conceited.
i want to go along what others think too much.
i'm a ridiculous people pleaser.
i don't think that i'm good enough... all the time.
i take too many pictures... of myself.
i'm so hypocritical.
i try hard not to be so mainstream, but it doesn't work.
i talk a lot of crap.
i also care too much what people think.

i think this is a problem.
i'm pessimistic.
i need to stop that.

we make things such as this in english (:

why dose live have to be a game?

fail.

i want to promise you.

that everything will be okay.
but i don't know that either.
i'm slowly sinking. but i'm okay. i think some people are keeping me afloat.
i really wanna know where the name owl city came from. i'm too lazy to google it.
i want a bunch of people to come see fame. i want there to be a full house everynight. i'm trying to hype it to my friends. really bad.

my blog is so pointless. i doubt anyone even reads it.

things just roll around my head... like thoughts.

some of them make a lot of sense, some make none.

I hate when I look back at things I've misspelled.

see, things like that..
I got my keystone dance dress tonight. I think Josh is going as my date? hahahaha. should be tons of funnn.

I'm tired. goodnight<3

no matter how pointless it is.

i like tweeting.

does that make me weird?

i just want some starbucks right now.

):

if you're going to say you love me.

act like it.

...

yesterday was an odd day.
i can't hold grudges.
i'm sick.

i want to be at school right now. but i'm too sick.

i want things to be okay.
is that too much to ask?

today was a good day,

I'm so glad things can be okay now.

sometimes.

i sit here and think what you write, the statuses you post, what you think, might be about me.

but i know you've completely erased me from your life. i'm happy with this yet i'm not.
i don't know what to do half the time except pretend i'm okay.
sometimes i am.
sometimes i'm not.
i can't really differentiate it.

when i tell the truth things start getting messy. shouldn't it be the other way around.

i love you way too much for my own good...

this blog was about so many different people at once.
there are so many reasons that i don't know what i'm doing anymore...
oh well.
things will get better soon.
i'm hoping for them to anyways.

oh and did i mention it really bothers me when people say "loose" when they really mean "lose."
being loose is being flexible. to lose someone is to... not be flexible.

I'm upset and I don't know why,

I hate it when this happens.

i'm not going to sit here and wait...

wait for some boy to come along and break my heart.
i'm too busy, and frankly i just don't want it to happen.
i think that a relationship in high school is slightly pointless anyways because you're just going to break up unless by some off chance you become high school sweethearts, marry, and have 8 beautiful children. which is doubtful.
so for now... i'm just here. living&loving but not always in the way people think...

(:

(:

my friends are amazing...

&pandora radio=love.
lunch at bww is love.
life is love.
God is love.