sometimes i wish it was easy for things to be okay again, but i'm so used to things being not okay, i don't know what going back would do to me.
i'm finding ways to be happy amidst the chaos.
holding hands downtown is good.
school being over is good.
being able to sleep in is great.
blogging for the first time in ever is good.
the beach in 4 days? definitely good.
i'm excited to have a sleepover with jennie on friday, i need to catch up with her.
i just want a donut.
i'm excited at the prospect of a tan, i don't want to get like, mexican, but a tan none the less.
i want to know my french exam grade, but as a result of school skippin, i won't find out for awhile.
i want to get out of here. by myself. and just have a little bit of time where i'm away from everysingle thing that is here.
doing "goodbyes" for the seniors on sunday was really sad. i love all of them, and them being gone is just going to feel like something so big is missing. they say things aren't going to change, but in my heart, i know they will.
thats all the ranting i feel like doing.
