my mom used to read this blog.
i'm not even quite sure about how i feel about her being gone now. it hasn't COMPLETELY hit me yet. but life doesn't stop, it never does, not for anyone or anything. i'm still going to go to school, go to college, get married, have kids, live life.
the future has always scared me, but now more than ever. its the fact that i have to do it all without her.
but in a way, its good. i have a different motivation for stuff. i know that now, i'm doing stuff for her, not for me, or anyone else for that matter, just her and God.
because they're sitting up in heaven smiling at me. and i know it <3
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