its been awhile since i've had a good long post so i've decided to update for you.
i'm slowly becoming more and more acquainted with the fact i'm really sick of mainstream. because i'm far from normal. or mainstream either. i'm starting to really enjoy music that doesn't happen to be on the top 100 of iTunes. because its good to have something for yourself that the rest of america isn't singing.
its good to talk to the people you love. thats why having my phone back is such a lovely thing.
i truly care and love sarah slusarick. she is wonderful. i don't really care what anyone else thinks. she's my best friend.
i'm dealing with the fact that sarah and josh are leaving me next august. and this is hard for me to deal with. because they're basically 2/3 of my life. in a lot of ways.
i'm currently obsessed with the song hide and seek by imogen heap.
the lake was pretty fun yesterday. i got thrown in the lake twice. almost got thrown off of an eighteen foot dock. jumped off the eighteen foot dock, a lot. chilled in a hammock. took pictures. floated. ate. got sunburnt on my cleavage. seriously the only place i got burnt. what the heck. i'm tanner-ish, now.
school starts tomorrow. this is mostly depressing. but i can't say its been such a good summer either. actually, its kind of sucked. minus a few days, and waking up late everyday. i kind of hated a lot of it. sure it was better than school. but you know, whatever.
things i want to accomplish this year:
1. 4.5 gpa.
2. class rank in the top five.
3. be a better friend.
4. be a better person in general.
5. love and be loved.
