EVERY time. you make me mad, but continuously, over and over and over again, make it my fault. when in reality, all of it is your fault.
but because i can't stand the thought of losing you, i apologize. and you say nothing.
i don't understand why time and time again i come crawling back.
its because you make me feel special, but only when you feel like it.
its only when you've seen me that day, or when i'm breaking down.
but not this time you didn't. when i needed you most you let me down. and then we got in a fight about it.
then i made it my fault, just like always.
you can't just choose when you love someone. either you do or you don't. all the time.
through being annoyed, or being in a fight, or whatever else, it doesn't just go away.
but maybe thats only with me.
i hope not.
