sunshine.

today was the first day in a few days that it didn't rain.
which was sunshiny.

seeing erin, elizabeth and sarah today kind of made the day a lot better.
not talking to cam today was 10 times harder than i thought it would be. i couldn't talk to him at lunch. which made me sad because he is my lunch period. him and his restless hand syndrome.

8th grade dance is a week away. YES. this makes me want to jump out of my skin and scream "YAYYYYYYYYYY!"
this symbolizes the end of middle school. the end of some of the worst years of my life.

but maybe some of the good ones too. Middle school has showed me who my friends are. and really? i don't have all that many good ones. most of my good friends don't even go to my school. they're the ones who really love me. who really care about whats going on in my life.

josh's dog has to be put to sleep. this makes me sad, because it makes him sad. i don't know.

ugh. my posts are pointless.

but they're me, getting my feelings out. and i don't know who reads them. but if you do. thank you. they're mostly just me complaining. which isn't good because in reality?

i don't have all that much to complain about. i have a family that loves me. a nice house to live in. and clothes that cover my body. i have great friends. and a facebook. and unlimited texting. i have a church family, that is amazing beyond everything i know. i have a big brother (not biologically : )) that loves me so much : )

i have most of everything i could ever want. and i'm not saying that to brag, i'm saying it mostly to compensate for all the complaining i do.

i love you, more than you know.