frustration.

i'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired.

could i just get over him? that would make things 10 times easier.
most of the time all i think about is: does he ever think about me?
will he EVER think of me the same way i think about him.

it frustrates me to the enth degree.
everybody around me is falling in love.
maybe its the pollen.
all it does is make me sneeze.
joy to life.