one day at a time.

who knew you could feel so many things about one thing at one time.
i'm so confused with how i feel.
i don't know what i want, or when i want.
maybe its better that way, i'm not sure.
i just want answers. that would make things better for me.
i'm wondering why i started this in the first place.
on the brightside, natalie beshears tomorrow< 3
birthday sunday.
i love getting birthday cards. but it makes me want to open them right as i get them.
i got a new bed.
i like it a lot. its big.
i want you to text me back. i want to make plans.
i love to be with you. its all i want.
7 days. i hate this. it doesn't make sense, but in other senses it makes nothing but sense.
i don't know. i'm just all messed up.