it makes me wonder how i could be that ignorant. how i could've ever thought those people really cared. how i ever thought life was that bad, or that good for that matter. people didn't care. they still don't.
i've come to realize i kind of suck at choosing friends. sure, i have some really good ones. but most of the friendships i can think of? have failed. and most, ended very awfully and left me with scars hard to remove.
people change. memories don't.
