I feel as though when some part of my life starts getting better, another has to fall apart.
but thankfully, this time, I feel as though I have a strong, solid group of people behind me.
I'm getting to a point where I'm letting more people "in" persay. I'm trying to get over my trust issues, I really, really am.
I love my friends. I really do. I'm going to talk about them, like Natalie, because obviously, I like everything she does.
•let's talk about Maddie, she is my best friend, ever. dangit, our friendship started on the words "you smell good, and your shoes are weird." at ballet class. as four year olds. that had to mean something. I can tell her anything. she literally knows everything about me. and I'd have it no other way.
•natalie comes next. she is... love. you look up love in the dictionary and there she is. she makes me videos more than anyone. and if you read this blog, you know that makes me sooo happy. I haven't seen her in a year and a half. I miss her to freaking death. we will be reunited soon<3.
•so then comes Sally. Sally and I... we've never gotten along that well. but now, I do believe we are finally alright. seeing her face everyday in French class brightens my day and we can always depend on each other for vent sessions. she is my child, on facebook anyways, and I love her. to death.
•let's see. megan, megan comes next. point blank: I tell her all of my stories. my drama. my hardship. she listens. I love her for that.
•Kirsten: I always always always have a good time with her. we can make cookies, or play wii, or stay up til 5 am, just talking about life. but it will ALWAYS be a good time(:
•Sarah: Sarah and I. we've been through so much. despite everything, I know if I needed her at 3am, I could call her and shed be right there. she's gotten me through more breakdown nights than most. she takes the most amazing pictures of anyone I've ever known, and I know when I'm with her it'll be a good time. I love Sarah, through everything, I always have.
•Jayme. Jayme is a new one. she's really the best thing dating Kyle did for me. although I don't get a chance to see her all that often, when I do, it's impossible to have a bad time. she takes the most amazing pictures, and i envy her camera so much. we are SO alike it's freaky, I love my twin(:
last but not least caswell.
•I love caswell turner. she may not be the one that gets all the boys, but my lord if she isn't the prettiest friend I have. she makes me laugh until I pee myself then I can have a totally meaningful conversation with her. she, is, amazing.
that's not all my friends, for sure, but those are the notable ones I can't live without(:
I'm totally blessed to call them friends(:
