it happens the same way everytime.
I get a new bestfriend, think they're the greatest thing on earth, and just end up hurt. because apparently, me as a person, gets tiring. I have too much drama, so many issues, a clinginess that's awful, that as time goes on I just become less appealing as a person I suppose.
I'm working on this. I want to make it better. because I'm tired of being hurt, quite honestly.