things are really coming together and falling apart at the same time.
i feel like i never care about school or homework anymore. my parents are convinced i don't. i do, i just have my mind on a lot of other things. it shouldn't be that way i suppose.
last night was really good. i think things are really going to turn around.
god has a plan.
sometimes the things we pray for/want aren't in the plan. its hard to understand that. A LOT.
but i think that patience is the main key in faith.
i don't know what i think anymore. i'm hypocritical. a lot.
its december. is anyone else shocked by that? it feels like this year has gone by insanely fast although the days drag by so slowly. i feel like i'm accomplishing nothing.
some of the people that mean the most to me are leaving in six months. this shocks and upsets me.
so much. :(
i don't know. its raining. hard.
i just want christmas to be here and for everything to be happy. and no school.
love.
