Who we were, who we are, and who we're gonna be.

This statement defines a lot of what I thInk about lately.

I really like who I used to be. I mean, I was reallllly cute kid. And I had that whole innocent thing going on and I did like everything right.

Who I am now? I don't know I can say so much for. Maybe I think of myself a little too negatively, but I realy don't like who I've become. I don't even know who I am. It's to a point where everything that used to be so steadfast is g. o. n. e. I mean, church is still there. And SOME friendships are still there. But middle school has kind of showed me who my friends are. I'm just not sure about anything. My mind is constantly racing about nothing. I don't know. I don't know I don't know.

Who I'm going to be is a real question. Because truthfully? I'm not at all sure.
Is anybody?

My legs are on fire. I hate hate hate running. I'm to a point where I just want to chop them off.
I saw my pictures today and they were complete love. They were perfect in every single way. Sarah is amazing with anything she does, why am I surprised.

Only two more sleeps til jennies party. Woo hoo!