so yesterday.

i hung out with sarah, and it made my day. because it had been a crap day. and i needed to get away from it all... so we went to the mall. and we saw elizabeth. we went to bath and body, returned sarah's birthday presents bought some perfume and bought elizabeth a keychain that made kissing noises...

fun right?

and then we talked for about 30 minutes in front of my house.

sarah knows me better than i thought she did.
then ate some pizza. facebooked. and went to bed.

then today. sarah and i were going to lunch. then she couldn't cuz she couldn't get her butt out of bed. i still love her.

i've been thinking a lot. about how i really need to tell my friends i love them more. because one day, they may be the only thing i have left. and thinking about how they are there for me and how they are the best thing i have next to family. so... therefore.
if you read this blog and you are my friend. i love you. so much you don't even know...

theres so many things im not...

and perfect is one of them.

but thats why i love my friends. because i don't need to be perfect for them.

i can be me.

i am

a professional stud muffin.

forever and ever.

can't wait for sarah's party.


: )

i wish...

i wish...
i wish my mom felt better...
i wish thursday would come sooner...
i wish i could have hung out with sarah today...
i wish sarah will get a part in secret life of girls.
i wish my hair was longer.
i wish i had a boyfriend.
i wish i was closer to God.
i wish i could spring break would come sooner.
i wish i was better at math
i wish maddie would take theatre classes with me
i wish my sister wouldn't dance so much
i wish i could do more plays
i wish i could be in winnie the pooh
i wish i had better friends
i wish they wouldn't stab me in the back
i wish boys were nice
i wish for you to be here right now and give me a hug.

im afraid...

that if i act like myself...




you wont be my friend anymore.

and maybe that's the problem. if i have to change for you, we might as well not be friends.

so dress shopping is...

TIRING.

when you keep looking and looking an looking at dresses. and trying them on and taking them off. its just.. tiring. yet there is a reward when you find the one that makes it all worth it.

which is a purple Jessica McClintock halter dress or a pink and gray spaghetti strap animal print dress that is amazing.

anyways. no one cares about dresses, well.. i do. but thats a different story.

I'M SO FREAKING PROUD OF SARAH SLUSARICK FOR GETTING A CALLBACK. : ) i love her and her freaking talent. jeez. yet, it makes me insanely jealous. ALL THE TIME.

well. anyways. im sleeping at maddies tonight, watching "oh brother where art thou" fun. not my choice. but fun : )

anyways. i can't freaking wait for sarahs party, cuz its going to be a blast. and everyone (including me) will look gorgeous.

peace.

um...

so. i just made a blog...

todays pretty cool... half day at school. that rhymed... hm. SARAHS BIRTHDAY.
i love sarah slusarick. she is my best friend. she isn't crap like the rest of them. she always looks cute, and always says nice things. and frankly, i just always have fun with her.

i am so tired of people who think they can do anything they want and it won't matter to anyone else. like seriously? do people consider others feelings? no i dont think they do.

i have to go to a meeting tonight. which doesnt excite me.

mall tomorrow with maddie to look for 8th grade dance dresses. i love maddie. she makes me laugh continuously. she is my other bffaeae. im excited for the 8th grade dance, the only positive thing about 8th grade as far as im concerned.

well. i really don't know what else to say. so there you go.